yali capkini episode 93 with english subtitle đSeyran represents, for Ferit, a reference point for feeling peace and stability, which contrasts with the inner turmoil he suffers from. Therefore, as soon as he wakes up, he asks about Seyran, knowing, whether consciously or unconsciously, that being close to her will restore balance to his life amidst the chaos he is living in
đFrom the beginning, Ferit has been struggling with a major issue related to asserting himself. He feels that he must achieve success and prove himself to others.
One could say that Ferit carries a heavy psychological burden due to this constant desire to validate his worth. When he failed in something he believed would bring him great success or help him achieve his goals, he began to feel defeated and weak inside. This feeling of defeat is not only related to a particular situation but is part of his character, which views failure or unfulfilled ambitions as catastrophic
After attempting to fix things, Ferit believes that by mortgaging the mansion, he will be able to change the course of events. However, he eventually discovers that things havenât changed as he expected; on the contrary, the situation has worsened. This is the second point of collapse.
The wager on the mansion was a desperate attempt to âcorrectâ his life and relationships, but he was unable to fix things, and thus he began to feel powerless, which worsened his internal sense of defeat
Ferit is suffering from an inner conflict, where part of his mind takes the form of a second personality that tries to convince him that something happened between him and Suna, even though he denies it completely. This âsecond personalityâ embodies his inner doubts and his inability to see things clearly.
Despite his repeated assertions that ânothing happened,â the surrounding atmosphere, such as Sunaâs behavior, contributes to destabilizing his psychological balance
A person going through a deteriorating mental state like Ferit often experiences constant doubts about himself and his relationships, which strengthens the idea of âsuspicionâ that haunts him
đ Ifakatâs exposure to blackmail (and the way she was filmed professionally) is a very complex event that leaves a deep psychological impact on Ferit. As mentioned, this issue is related to the body, which is a major factor in this psychological dynamic. Ferit connects this incident to his personal situation with Suna, where he feels there is a similarity between what happened with Ifakat and what could happen with him and Suna
Since Ferit is under psychological pressure and feels guilty, he might think he has fallen into the same trap, even if there is no material evidence to support this. He may think that Suna might have exploited him or that something happened between them in an unclear way, just like Ifakat was exploited. Therefore, in his mind, there might be a connection between the two situations: blackmail and being exploited in an invisible or unclear way
This connection between what Ifakat went through and what Ferit believes may have happened with Suna could be just a hypothesis or a mistaken interpretation of his mind, which is filled with doubts and the complex psychological conditions he is going through. However, there is no tangible proof of this; it is only an internal feeling that feeds on feelings of guilt, fear, and psychological pressure. As a result, his mind begins to create mental images that connect the two scenes, and his doubts about what happened between him and Suna start to grow in this way
đ âIf you donât want to upset her more, tell her what you did with her sister.â
This type of pressure, from the âsecond personalityâ or his conscience, means that he is trying to convince himself that he must face the truthâwhether this truth is a material truth (what happened with Suna) or a psychological/emotional truth (the doubts that cannot be ignored). Therefore, the sentence serves as a push for Ferit to confess what he believes may have happened, even if it only exists in his mind
đFerit was shocked when Seyran told him that Suna is pregnant because he was living in a state of denial and inner confusion. In his mind, he had been desperately trying to rid himself of the doubts he had about what happened between him and Suna, refusing to accept the idea that he might have made a mistake
Seyranâs revelation about the pregnancy was a shock because it forced Ferit to face a reality he had been avoiding all along. He was not ready to accept that something had happened between him and Suna that led to this situation. There is no concrete evidence of any physical relationship, but the pregnancy imposes an alternative reality on him and amplifies his feelings of guilt and confusion.
It forces him to confront a deep internal crisis about his identity, self-blame, and the absence of clear answers, triggering a profound sense of guilt even though he doesnât remember anything from that night. However, he knows that pregnancy means something undeniable has happened
Even though his memory is completely foggy regarding the details, in his mind, the pregnancy becomes evidence of something that happenedâŠ
This is my opinion, and itâs not necessarily 100% accurate, but Iâm speaking based on what has been shown to us so far. Perhaps in the episode, Iâll understand things more clearly and my perspective on some points might change. Since the trailer is one minute long out of two and a half hours, the dialogues will definitely be clarified more in the episodeđ«!